Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Sunday, 25 October 2015

A walk down to the beach

I walked clutching my mother's hands
It felt slippery with sweat, she held my little brother over her hip
The sea breeze whispered through the banyan trees
And blew sticky salty air into my face

The hot midday sun made my shirt stick to my back
I had to half walk and half run to keep up with my mother
She had tears in her fiery eyes, furrowed brows and a steely face
The cathedral's spires could be seen, like a child's perspective drawing
against the backdrop of the Bay of Bengal, with the waves powerfully crashing,
crashing into the hot sands, the heat blew a wavy mirage over the scattered shells. My mother half dragged half lifted me as she rushed on towards the sea. The sea was her last refuge, she had snapped, like a dried twig in a blazing flame. The spires grew ever larger, the arch in the middle of the beach grew larger too, but they seemed smaller and smaller as the waves got bigger. There was not a cloud to be seen, yet the breeze grew into a stormy gust, the air did not smell of fish anymore, it was only fear and salt. The fishing boats were landed far up the shore, the storm was coming.

I did not know if I was ready to die. I was only doing as my mother told me to, just following her. The solid spires danced in the heat of the mirage. The salty spray misted them. I wished I could go in for a cool drink of water before my salty grave claimed me. I tried asking my mother, shouting out to her, but she was muttering a string of words, that sounded like the patter of angry rain on a tin roof. I could not understand her words, but they were the words of a woman whose mind was made up, her bruised swollen lips were beautiful with a few drops of deep red showing against the bluish black.

The clouds raced in, like a river in spate breaking open the floodgates. The sun was occluded and a few cool drops whipped about in the whimsy wind. The drops grew larger and the wind blew stronger. The spires disappeared, the arch was a mere silhouette, the trees swayed dangerously, the leafy sussurations replaced with the wooden creaks of timber straining against the sheer force of a cyclone, heralding its arrival like a million tiny drummers. The grains of sand and dust mixed with the cold angry drops were whipped into my face and my arms and dripped off my frock that ballooned behind me as I walked against the wind. My mother paid no heed to my brother's piteous cries, they were drowned by the crash and roar of the waves.

We trudged on through the sandy beach, when the enormity of the waves became the only vision possible, it dominated our horizon, it filled our minds with what the future held. The sheer force of nature on display here was mind numbing. The cold wind that pitted our faces with lashes of water and sand slowed our pace. My mother's muttering ceased completely as her eyes widened with terror at the spectacle that filled the sea. The enormous waves were all that one could see as far as the horizon. A pale voice called out to us, like a misty wraith in the distance. The figure hurried towards us, in a last desperate attempt to make amends. My mother plunged her head into his bosom, weeping uncontrollably, the tremors of her body passed lightly through her hand that still gripped mine tightly.

Tuesday, 9 December 2014

Do not ebb away your floods

To you my dear, I shed a few tears
for in my selfish needs, I did not care
as the river mindlessly pours into the ocean
I sluiced out my overpowering venomous bodings
assuming the ocean to be capable of sustaining itself
I had not foreseen that a river could grow into an Amazon

Henceforth my Dear, do not ebb away your floods
For I shall sustain you and nourish you with tender care
I may never match the proportions of your compassionate soul
but my sluice gates have grown strong, my basins do not erode
my forests have greened once more

I shall embrace you with love
The love that I can give, though you deserve much more

Saturday, 1 November 2014

The promise of better days


The flowers will fade to stone and the hills will choke the rivers
we will swim in the sludge and paddle to keep our heads above
Our eyes scanning the skies for a sight of the stars beyond the smog

The people in boats still dream of children and music but avert their eyes
from the bobbing heads in the lonely seas that have turned their guts out
The fish have gone and so have the dolphins, only the barnacles cling on

The guardians were asleep when their need was the most
may I smile, I wonder, at this cruel twist of fate
for we were promised better and we aspired for much that wasn't

It was not at the end of the street, so we built it further; we were told
the road would end at the oasis of cool darkness and warm moonlight
and so we built it with our bleached bones and the fossils of dinosaurs

Friday, 24 October 2014

Breath


He broke the icy surface and drew a breath with a gasp
Treading water, battling the weight of his linen
The dying kelp grasped at his feet as the waves rocked him

His fingers too numb to feel as his hands thrashed at the surface
When the wind blew too hard and the waves thrashed into him
He would submerge into the icy cool darkness below and dream

Dream of a life with a little more warmth and love
Dream of a life with a little less need for profundity
And then, he would stop struggling and drift with the currents

But as his breath threatened to run out, his muscles convulsed
And his body involuntarily thrashed towards the surface
Breaking it once more to draw another breath with a gasp

Monday, 22 September 2014

A battle for a myth, A battle for a new history


The icy wind blew in from the west as I glided over the foothills
The plains stretched out before me as far as the horizon
The setting sun coloured it pink, the skies wore a reddish tint

A long train of people bearing torches climbed up the hills in a hurry
They wore ochre and held up pennants of yellow and orange
The village they passed through was deathly silent, save for a barking dog

The paddy was golden and ready for harvest, it swayed in the wind
The fields were soon obscured by the rising smoke, they had set it afire
As the sun set, the raging fires lit the landscape and the shadows danced

The ancient stones that were piled up into a dome had green algae over them
The minaret rose into a spindly top which wavered as the hot air shimmered
Their pickaxes and hammers rained down the bricks and stones into rubble

Their work done, they rejoiced with bloodcurdling cries, their rage unslaked,
They rushed down the hill into the silent village now lit by the lush moonlight
Soon the air froze with the moans of women wrenched out of their houses

The forest grew rigid with the icy frost sending a spike into the heart of nature
The blood of the menfolk flowed down the cobbled streets, the children scurried
and slipped on the red stream as they fled away into the Deodar forests

The morning after saw the birds chirping sweetly once again
The Deodars swayed gently in the breeze that blew in from the west
The children emerged from the depths of shadows, too numb to speak or cry

Sunday, 21 September 2014

My Love died last night


Why do you cry little one? There is no one here who will hear you.
Your gasps and tears are wasted, your cries will break against deaf ears.

Where is the mother who sang you to sleep while you snuggled in her bosom
The bosom that enveloped you with a sweet whiff of the milk

Is it her that you seek out now while you cry out wildly?
How do I explain to you that she is dead while you hold on so tightly to life?

She had to die, for she spoke a language that is banned, is now deemed evil
Because she wore her sari differently, because she cooked her food differently

Because, the songs that she thought were beautiful, are now deemed obscene
Because the dance that unleashed her spirits is now to be purged as it is vulgar

Because, ideas change in time, but the young foot soldiers think they are permanent
They are willing to live and die by the words of their chosen masters

They held you by one of your hands, and they debated if they should kill you too
I tried to stop them, but they beat me senseless, and ran away when they heard the sirens

We must pick up the pieces now my sweet baby, and we shall trudge ahead
But do not ask me to give you love, for my love died last night

Sunday, 1 June 2014

Fruits of Hate and Love


We trek the path littered with corpses of our past and present. We tread gingerly around the bleeding flesh, we hold our breath for the putrefying odour overpowers us.

We yearn for the poetry of our childhood, which turned to ashes in our mouth in our youth. We look to the distant stars of the dark night and hope that our tears would dry up before we are bled of all our love.

The tune that our bodies once swung to in bliss has faded from Music. Our limbs feel the searing heat and fall with tiring regularity on the sodden soil. The soil which died when the blossoms faded.

With knowing eyes we survey our fellow travellers and wonder if there is any love at all in the world we once thought we knew. We wonder at the futility of the next step, but the feet walk on.

We look at the corpses hanging with the mangoes and ask if we are more alive than them. Young women they once were, now they have putrefied in the summer heat, and mingle with the odour of the mangoes.

Mother, don't stop singing your lullaby, not today, for your daughters cannot smile without danger. Don't stop, the tears are not yet full of steaming anger.

The fog is too thick to see past the corpses littering our path. Yet, there is hope and a dream, a snatch of a song carried back to us from the people who will learn to dance without a bloodthirst in an orchard with fruits of our love hanging ripe upon the trees.

Saturday, 13 February 2010

Has?

Has the River ever told the raincloud of its love?

Has the Wind ever told the ocean of its love
as it blows on by creating ripples on the surface?

Have the Trees confessed of their affection
to the honey-gold orb of warmth and care?

Has Gaia confessed her undying devotion
to the center of her orbit?

Has the Soil ever whispered loving words
to the farmer's drops of salty beads of sweat
as they kiss the ground with a splash?

Has the dolphin ever confessed its love
to the salty glistening spray of sea water
as it somersaults out of the water?

Has the parched and ignorant mind ever
whispered sweet nothings to the first drops of wisdom
as they trickle in through the senses?

Has the ascetic monk ever seen through
the veil of religion to realize her love for God?

Has the Heat of passion ever sung paeans
of their love for the warmth and comfort of Love?

Sunday, 15 November 2009

Dreams Soiled

Nourishing, caring mother, I kiss you
Today I bid you goodbye against my will
For they shall come in their machines black
My only mother that I had known since birth
Selfless and caring, with bounteous plenty
Today I must leave you for they have come
They who sit in palatial offices have decided
They who eat what me and my brethren milked
The land that my grandfather had ploughed
now belongs to a fat man in fine silks
He intends to produce automobiles aplenty
and sell them to others who have eaten my harvest
I have but a few pieces of useless paper in my hand
and the pieces of my futile, shattered life
Hope, dope or rope is what I ask myself now...

Friday, 19 June 2009

Baisakhi

Rejoice my love, for 'tis time to sharpen the sickle
The Punjabis are dancing their colorful Bhangra
Kashmiris enjoy a last game of cricket on the Dal
The Tamils are boiling their sweet savoury Pongal
The beautiful Malayali girls are plucking flowers

The fiery chariot drawn by seven horses blazes across
The sickle is sharp now, my Love!
'tis time to harvest our souls, for crops we have none
Death's embrace do we seek, kiss me one last time!

Monday, 4 May 2009

Happy Wedding Day Ma and Pa!


The waves rolled gently into the shore,

the sun played on the sand,

the light drizzle adorned the sky with a rainbow.

The two children played without a care

Ma and Pa stood by ever watchful

looking out for the storm and lightning



Never a moment's rest did they seek

Forever watchful they remained

Their bond of marriage, a golden hammock

upon which the children romped and matured

A home did they build with bricks of love

mortared with happiness and peace.



A few summers before, on this very day

the foundation had been laid

Do you see the stars celebrate?

Yonder, the birds sing and the very Earth

brims with joyous bounty to mark the day

My verses though weak flow from my heart

Please do accept my best wishes and love

Saturday, 4 April 2009

My Autorikshaw Bright!

Putt, putt, putt
I start out from my hut
early in the morning light

Putt, putt, putt
I roam the streets left and right
in my autorikshaw bright

Putt, putt, putt
The policeman demands his cut
You'd be a fool if you chose
to show him your butt

Putt, putt, putt
I carry a foreigner, white
in my autorikshaw bright
my meter runs like a jet flight

Putt, putt, putt
my pocket's not any more light
as i drive into the morning bright!
Alas, i run out of fuel, shite!
so i drive into the station, right
only to receive a bloody fright!
What with wars in Iraq mate (Note: Aussie accent for mate :))
my pocket's restored to being light.

But, but, but
i still have my autorikshaw, bright
as i drive along the streets, left and right!

Thursday, 2 April 2009

The Killing

He stood staring at his shadow
At the long dark patches of grass
As the sun dipped to meet the sea
His spirits sunk even lower

What black vistas was his mind visiting?
What dark dungeons was his heart held in?
What did the smiling babe see
that caused this metamorphosis?

His brother lies dead near his feet
His hands still hold the red blade
His heart still races as he recounts
the last sputtering breath of the dead

Does his soul weep to see
the carnage wreaked by his hands?
To kill a brother is one thing
but to do it cos his God is not yours...

Alas, we are mistaken my friend
He smiles as the black face that smiles green
to see the briefcase finally arrived
with the cash for the deed performed

Friday, 6 March 2009

Lost Minds

The King of the Dead stood atop his pedestal
His drones milled around, drinking in words of venom
Ages ago, the King had killed the minds of his minions
Though he permitted them to keep their hollow skulls
into which He filled as he pleased.

Far across the distant horizon
A sparkling mind arose, competing with the sun
The King awoke in his Kingdom of Darkness
and beheld the fiery Soul's heroic attempts;
As he plodded through the surrounding muck
And became embattled with beasts most fearsome
that attempted to steal his flaming core

Persist he did and reached he the gates
of a fortress most dark that the Sun balked
but the light of reason pervaded the Dark
of manic proportions a battle ensued
to gain a quarter, none managed
The battle rages relentlessly, incessantly
Some remain drones, while some have new minds
To foretell of the result, I know not
But be thee wise to choose the side that befits you!

Saturday, 29 November 2008

Where lies Salvation?

Where lies Salvation?
Where lies bliss?
Within your beloved’s embrace?
Or at the height of musical strains?
I wish a path were clearly marked
but ‘tis not so and I don’t fret
for the journey is preparatory
thy destination not a surety.

At the ecstatic heights of the Himalayas
surrounded by unfathomable secrets
plunging deep into crevasses,
do we find enlightenment?

Or does one need to look within
and find the path emblazoned
on one’s heart, lit with neon lights
marking the route, all one needs
is to take the first step.

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Aimless

Rusted rudder, sails turn as they please
Captain dozes, his life lays ahead of him
but he cares not for the ship, its direction
“Which way do I point it?”, he cries
“I have no direction in life! Am I to direct the ship?”
“Let the current carry us as it pleases, let the wind
blow us where it cares, let random chance take us
hopefully to exciting places, I shall not touch the wheel!
bring on the dancers onto the deck, where is my band?
its time to celebrate, the moon is out again, the Wind
whispers, Listen! It’s the fairies blowin in the wind
listen carefully, and you will hear them singin!”

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

Why?

This poem is dedicated to my friend Rachit, he has found himself in such situations on more occasions than he would care to admit! Rachit, if you are reading this, i would like to thank you for the inspiration that you provided me with :)


Why do you make me feel this way?
To you it seems like its all fun and games
You laugh when I look at you like
A puppy dog imploring you to look
Into my eyes, But you just laugh and say
You are so cute, where did you learn that look?

I pretend to play the game, inside I ache
If only I could for once pour my heart out
You would know, the depth of my love
But my brain goes kaput when you are near
My heart blocks my larynx, gastronomic somersaults
Prevent me from expressing what my soul wishes to sing

Can’t you discern the turmoil within me?
Why can’t you show me a sign that we are meant to be?
I’ll never pluck the courage, and Dutch courage won’t do,
I don’t want anything to slur the purity of my feelings
For eons then if I must, I shall wait for a sign from you
Until then, I am doomed to be the imploring pup by your feet

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Idiot's Kiss

I went through life without once feeling
The strength of the greatest emotion
Many friends were just that, friends
Never had I felt an echo from the depths
Of my being, a note mingling
With perfect harmony had escaped my grasp

Now I see you, O perfection incarnate!
My essence boils over at the mere sight
Of your sweet eyes, my mind and heart
Have finally concurred
I yearn to gaze at you
Into your eyes I wish to stare
And never shall I have another care

But woe the day that you
Accepted that idiot’s kiss
I leave now to seek bliss
At the foothills of the Siwaliks
Beyond your horizon
And beyond your infectious gaze
I go now, I go now…

Friday, 5 September 2008

Nightmare

A weak tendril reaches out through the foggy veil
A weak tendril desperately trying to make contact
The dreamy world had cast its charms
Ugly reality had no right to be here
This went on for more time than
My foggy mind can recollect
Until finally the chirping birds and the sunlight
Filtering into my room awakened me with a jolt
The tendril caught hold of my mind
In its vice like grip, terror took root
I screamed when I looked at the time
I ran and ran and ran till I was dressed
I must have set a world record I’m sure
Locking my room, I tore down the empty corridors
Not a soul around, they all had left already!
Is the exam over? Will they let me in?
I wondered in a feverish dreamy state!
I awoke with a jolt and to my chagrin
My situation had not changed, reality it seems
Had decided to play along with my dream-weaver
The clock made me howl!
This time though I was prepared
I pulled the sheets around me tighter
And bid adieu to reality

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Indebted- An ode to my family

The swift river flowed around me, a reassuring cool embrace.
With power to sculpt mountains, she instead chose to sculpt me.
With energy to erode away entire countries,
she instead chose to erode my vices.
With ability to awe the universe,
she instead stayed by my side and made me, me.

The rock that stood rising up to the stars, always by my side he stood.
Never a moment's rest he sought when I needed his guidance and support.
Unchanging integrity,an example was set,
for me to follow was but another step.
No matter how dark the day had dawned, the rock stood solid by my side.
With his peak among the stars and galaxies, never did he choose to overwhelm me. Humble and pious moments did we share,
he inspiring me to flow in the stream of life
with integrity and flair.

My constant companion, a true friend.
A rare bond that we share
that eternity cannot send to oblivion.
A comfort and an aide to banish boredom,
on dreamy summer afternoons and chilly morning jaunts.
Physical distances do not matter,
imprints of these special people reside in my soul
and will remain
after this universe has seen its last star.